mistyvision

i'm just finished something new inspired by =vampire-zombie http://vampire-zombie.deviantart.com/] and the wonderful idea he put in his journal. --- besides that i am trying to remember how i could have been so stupid giving my heart to the same boy who had broken it once before. i should have known better. --- and its like i keep grasping for you, because it hasn't registered yet that you are really, truly gone --- se la vi though, right?

it kills me to see you cry. to see you put yourself in the position of getting hurt every single day. and to know there is nothing i can do about it. ---- its terrible when you want to save someone who won't let you help.

finals are over and its about time for vacation! hope everyone elses year is going well. Just thought I'd spread my happiness :D

"i'm sorry" "What for? You have been nothing short of amazing" "not at all. but thank you for pretending." "I don't pretend." "and i'm not amazing."

i lost it. my ideas, my words, my talent- i lost it all, everything is gone. all my pieces, everything ive been writing is nonsensical rubbish. please please, help me get it back. its my everything. [please]